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I’m just happy for Paul. I want him happy. He never deserves any of the shitty things that happened to him.
He has a girlfriend that would do anything for him, a baby cat, a house over his head that is his, I just want everything to be okay for him. He deserves happiness.

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Spent part of my night bawling my eyes out on a porch in the West Side.
I just need to breathe. Everything will be okay.

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I can keep hitting my thighs so they bruise but it doesn’t help. Even if I did relapse I would just have a shitty life and disgusting cuts to clean.

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Anonymous said: youre gonna be ok. things are going to be ok. people love you. youre gonna feel good again soon. <3

Everything fucking sucks you can only keep saying things will get better for so long. Everything keeps getting worse.

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When it rains it pours doesn’t it?

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My job sucks my car is broken I am poor I just want to cut I can’t work out because my foot is broken nothing works for me and now this.
I don’t even wanna be here anymore. All I have is my friends.
I’m sitting outside in a neighborhood I’ve never been in crying my eyes out but why would someone come see if I’m okay.

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I finally went through Instagram and all of my photos on my phone and erased every trace of Luke.

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Baby cat.
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goingtobuffalo:

Somebody drew me as an egg
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It’s really scary to acknowledge how close I have let myself get to someone again. He could destroy me and I am giving someone that trust again after everything I have been through.
He’s worth it.